it’s all about…

Living life healed and free.

I am currently living the best life I have ever lived in my 34 years here on earth. It has been a journey full of every emotion you can think of, but I have been radically set free from the hurdles of sexual abuse, anxiety, alcoholism, depression, anxiety, extreme grief, fear, postpartum depression, sex addiction, ptsd, domestic violence and more. This freedom feels like a treasure that I want to share with everyone, so I have become passionately obsessed with empowering women like you to walk in complete healing from the burdens  of your current realities and your past. Let’s live free together!

If it’s possible for me, it’s possible for you. Be encouraged by my story below.

Let's start at the  beginning...

My early years….

As a little girl, I longed for a daddy—someone to love and protect me. But my daddy didn't keep me safe. He did the complete opposite, physically and sexually abusing me from infant to toddler years and then abandoning me. His exit was God's protection, but growing up it left a deep wound of insecurities. My mother worked a lot to provide for us, so I stayed at my grandma's beautiful beach house on Henderson Bay. My grandma became my protector. I could be a kid in her presence and experience safety and joy. But unfortunately, my grandma was plagued with cancer. I spent every moment by her side, with one exception: the night she passed away. The following morning I was crushed; I had lost my best friend, the only security I knew. SHAME became anchored in my soul for the next 27 years and fear was second nature to me. I began experiencing severe anxiety attacks, depression, ptsd and food addiction, codependency, and sex addiciton 7.

My Adolecense years………….

I lived in a constant state of fight or flight and my remedy to survival was to rely on others to feel secure. It was like I carried around this cup, looking for anyone and anything to fill it with love and validation. For a while, my cup was filled by soccer and my teammates.

Then my grades filled it, and then it took a dangerous turn. High school boyfriends and parties filled it, drinking and food filled it, shopping and drugs and tattoos and sex filled it. And then, nothing could fill it. I was on a desperate search to replenish my empty cup, when truth be told, it was never filled in the first place.

The Dangerous Years…..

Completely self destructed..running from every pain and trauma I had experienced in life….creating a ecosystem of chaos that took me to rock bottom. Addicted to partying, sex, drugs, alcohol, spending, lying, manipulating, and encompassed with grief I contemplated taking my own life. I sat on my bed one night before a party with enough strength to try one more thing, before ending it all. I called out to God on my bed and said if you’re real, I need you to show up. He met me right there and showed up in radical ways (full story in free course)… This was the beginning of my healing from it all!

I knew I was meant for more…..

Suddenly I had the courage to take baby steps into my journey of healing. It has been 8 years since that first step and I celebrate here with you Alive & Free. I pursued healing for myself first and then became open to things I never was before. I met my husband, we had 3 kids, I have a family. I live my day to day without PTsD, Addiction, Codependency, Fear or any of the things that daunted me before. I am free….and living a life I couldn’t have dreamed.

My mission……….

AFTER  BEING SET FREE  MYSELF FREE FROM THE CONSTANT HEAVINESS THAT COMES ALONG WITH SEXUAL ABUSE, ADDICTION, POSTPARTUM DEPRESSION, GRIEF, FEAR, ABANDONMENT, DISEASE, FINANCIAL BURDEN, ANXIETY, DEPRESSION, AND PTSD I  BECAME OBSESSED WITH HELPING WOMEN BREAK FREE FROM THE DAILY GRIND OF PAST TRAUMAS, HURTS AND ADDICTIONS. I HAVE BEEN EPICALLY RELEASED FROM IT ALL. SO MUCH SO THAT I QUIT MY CAREER AT ESPN BECAUSE I WANT EVERYONE TO EXPERIENCE THE FREEDOM I HAVE BEEN GIFTED.

I believe in YOUR healing, and  I have passionately poured everything I have learned into creating courses that won’t just teach you, but will guide you through each area and give you a solid foundation to build a new life upon. To redeem the life that was stolen from you.  You will love life again, finding joy when life is hard. I live life out loud and share intimate details and stay transparent with you throughout each course. I also am not just a voice or face behind an automated teaching, but a friend you can reach out to in real time for prayer and encouragement. I remember taking the first step towards healing and trying to decide if it was worth it, if it was real. If I had to choose again I would take that baby step in a blink.  But the thing is...you don't have to decide, because being here reading this is far past that first baby step! Congratulations friend!

What about you?

READY TO START YOUR JOURNEY?